It is almost 1am AGAIN & I am up working, still trying to put 4 more hours in a day than there are. Still resenting all the projects I have going! I am at that major burn out point- you know the point when you just have somany things going on that you are working so hard you can’t even think straight! Yeah that point!
I don’t want to sound whiny but, really this may kill me! I am pretty sure that super mom was on drugs by now! There just isn’t any way I can keep up this pace & be ok. I am not sure what to do or how to handle it, but something has to give..but what?
Maybe this is just how it is in this stage of life? Maybe this is just what you do & I have to earn my brownie badge of insanity before I can live a peaceful life? Maybe ? What ever it is I am sure it cannot go on forever, but the only one who can change it is me.
I only wish I had the time to slow down long enough to figure it out.
Juggling (way too much) Mama0